Koi
reasons about his departure with Fox and how much this hurts.
-NEST DESTROYED-
It was late morning when Koi arrived at the apartment. It took a lot to put the key in the lock to enter. For several hours he had left the bar, but still felt dizzy. And tired, very tired. He had never done it, but preferred to be so, with the head spinning painful and heavily, with clouded mind not to think. It was so hard to think, draw conclusions ... not want to, because even intoxicated, sleepy as it was, the conclusion was one: it was missing.
turned the key and walked in, looked at the furniture and suddenly did not recognize them home. No one was there. He had left shortly after Fox came to bed and now he was gone. At one time he would have noticed his absence. At one time, Fox opened out to look for heaven and earth just for having been delayed a bit more than usual, but now ... maybe I heard him out, but it does not even care know where it went.
There were many things that had ceased to matter: Smile, kiss, and even healthy. When did we became a couple of strangers?, Thought, and attacked him again and again sadness felt empty.
He went to his room and shut the door. In the state it was in there was only one thing I could do to try to take off that bitterness seemed angry. Put an easel in front of him and on this canvas. He sat in his chair and began to paint wildly ... a nest ... full of broken eggs and dead chicks. A nest destroyed as his own heart, as the illusion of being loved and protected that it had been that half of his life, with Fox Destroyed.
paused a moment to contemplate the picture almost finished, then closed his eyes and clenched his teeth as he felt a twinge hurting soul.
- Fox, that's how I feel.
And tears no longer allowed him to continue painting.
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